when things seem so difficult
when the road looks extra long
when i'm stressed out
when i'm starting to doubt myself
when i just want everything to stop

I'm so freaking pissed!!!
I'm feeling extremely annoyed right now!!!
I really really really feel like killing her rite now!!!
AAAAAHHHHHHH!!!
I've no mood to do anything now when I'm supposed to be a freaking nerd studying for my finals..
How can i study when something so important is incomplete when the due date is tmr?!?!
How can someone be so freaking irresponsible?!?!

p.s. Ahkai..u promised to slap her for me..why haven't u?? =(

stress stress stress...
why do i feel that i have so many things to do
and why do i have a feeling that there's so many things that's incomplete
mayb its because i've so many things pending as of now...
-seek mum's approval for the plan next year *cross my fingers and pray real hard she'll agree to my plan*
-obu amendments are still pending~waiting for the review from Joyce
-meet Joyce to discuss final amendments on my obu
-obu still not finalised and signed off by mentor
-obu still not sent for printing and binding to be handed in
-prepare my cv and cover letters for next weeks firm visits
-compile and arrange my certs to be submitted with my cv and cover letters
-decide which revision classes to go
-study for finals which is coming up really soon BUT i seem to barely know anything *i really really really wanna pass all my 3 papers this time around and say byebye to ACCA for good..the taste of failure ain't nice and i don't wanna experience it anymore*
-every other thing that's still pending but i can't remember for now *i know i have the memory of an old lady..mum calls me old very often*
AND i wanna go for a holiday!!! *mel's suggestion is so tempting but i wanna confirm the plan first!!!*
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p.s. i miss u guys sooo sooo much..wish u guys were back here..<3
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xoxo..<3

Yesterday, 17 August 2009.
It the time of the year again
Two times in a year all ACCA students will be all nervous, anxious, tensed and fidgety
Most will be camping in front of the computer refreshing continuously
Each second of waiting for the page to refresh feels like ages..
Time was suddenly passing so very slowly..minutes feels like hours..
The site will be unbearably slow because of the traffic trying to access the same website
Because its the day where results are released
It is the judgement day for all ACCA students after 5 and 1/2 months of hard work
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I've come to realise that..
ACCA results can be really surprising..You will never know what to expect
There may be unpredictable failures as well as unexpected passes..
All in all this is one day feared by most ACCA students..
Good news and celebration for some,
While some will face disappointment and be left to pick up the broken pieces..to face the facts and stand up to fight once again
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After the previous two semesters of disappointment
I seriously do not know what to expect of my results anymore
I've failed audit twice and business analysis once before this
Topped with two new papers; professional accountant and advanced taxation
FOUR papers..I really don't know what was I thinking to take four papers at one go..I'm think I was really outta my mind..
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FINALLY around 12.40p.m.
I got my answers
F8 : Audit and Assurance - 67 (Pass)
P1 : Professional Accountant - 45 (Fail)
P3 : Business Analysis - 43 (Fail)
P6 : Advanced Taxation - 54 (Pass)
Although I only expected to fail P1, i was actually very calm and acceptive of my results
I've finally passed my audit after trying 3 times..
But i failed P3 once again..i was quite disappointed with this actually since I was the only resit student to fail this particular paper once again..but the disappointment was overshadowed by my relief of finally passing audit..
I've finally cleared all my part 2 papers and will therefore be able to carry on with my OBU..
My surprisingly high marks for audit has managed to bring up my average for part 2 to 65.5, which if it is rounded up to 66..I might still stand a chance to obtain a first class for my OBU provided i manage to obtain an A for my thesis..
I'm very happy that i managed to scrape a pass for my tax as i wouldn't want to go thru the studying of the bulk of P6 notes again..
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I feel sad for my friends who shared the same fate with me of failing some of their papers..
Some were supposed to have graduated but were held back due to yesterday's unpredictable results..
I know you guys will make it thru this time around and hopefully I will too..
I really hope that we will all be able to graduate together..
Its time to stand up and fight again and then to say goodbye to ACCA forever..
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p.s. Thanks evil one..i totally agree with you and will keep that in mind always..
What doesn't break you only makes you stronger!!!
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xoxo<3

EXAMS ARE HERE!!!

SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!

I NEED MORE TIME...